Thursday, May 5, 2011

One Day aetheist Lost the Battle

I am always a believer in Evolution and the how the evolution has changed humans... But surely i do miss someone called God to put all my burdens and sins on him and ask him to forgive..
In recent days , i have committed blunders which i cant even say to my  friends or someone to free my guilt. Day by day this has been increasing lot of burden and guilt on my head which i cant get rid of me.. so the only person i had to comeback in these situations is someone with SuperNatural persons who is kind enough to pardon me for whatever my mistakes are ...

Long back i already knew that humans like me are never capable of carrying their own sins and guilt . when the day arrives when we can carry them without any burden or pressure we will truly be evolved.

I really want to say sorry to someone so badly ,but i cant .. so i dont know how to get rid of this guilt but should find some way to get it out..  I think i feel so much because of the way i grew up in the family chaos...

It really hurts to see someone get hurt by blunders me make.. its better for me not to become emotional here :)
 this post should always serve me as a warning to remind me of the blunders i did ...

In this context i remember essence of bhagavatgitha "quest of  Truth"  and only Dharma prevails .. whatever happens.. I might have confused people reading this post with variation of topics enough to contemplate why the hell am i reading this post and what does this post want to say atleast..

Sorry guys this post was little personal to me also.. hope u understand and continuing reading my posts...


Love you All
Shyam

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Suicides scenario in Telangana and Movement (Poratam)

It is really heart-breaking to see students self immolating  out of frustation and feeling decieved that Telangana state might not be a  reality or so.
I would rather not say "Amar rahe" and condemn this suicidial trends happening. Is that the only way left out.
I would admire the courage with they dared to kill themselves and suffer that pain but i feel that "They should not have done this or in otherway used this courage to fight against the corrupt leaders ,state govt and central govt"either peacefully or violently if u had to resort this kind of act.People  could have contributed more to the movement than self-immolating. Some say  it as a protest(I am not convinced by this).Tempers have crossed the boundaries and its normal to expect these kind of crazy acts in times of movement.

I would blame this all succeding suicides after srikanth on Media. how could media show all these images(half-blurred instead of full-blur) images and continously braodcasting the same news prompting teenagers to commit suicides. Media should be booked under "Abetment to suicide or murder act" .

time has come people will stop believing in this democratic process and resort to other available options of protesting and fighting against the govt. At least i have lost all the faith in the democratic functioning of the central and State govts .


INC should be caned  for playing votebank politics and playing with tempers and aspirations of telangana people and no less are Andhra capitalists lobbying heavily against the Telangana statehood formation.


similar was the situation in 1969 where Marri chenna reddy bowed to central govt and accepted C.M post instead of Telangana state and decieved all the telangana people and students. i heard that then lot of students turned to  extremist Naxalite movements.

So Central govt is one or the other cause of rise of naxalism in country because of its state policies followed and encouraging(Globalization~Capitalism).It is indirectly breeding the naxalism (Maoism) in full conscience and again struggling to control it .

I think the type of assembly or parliament functionary system in Indian scenario is not suitable where people have to stage dharnas,rastharokos to convey their message to Federal authority. 



Sorry the topic has been traveling in may directions...
I feel sad at our system who are projecting people who have made suicides as marytrs rathar than fighting against the oppression and state power.should they see it and learn or what?

Sorry this is my space . i have right to express my feelings here.
BUT will surely welcome  u r thoughts and comments here


Jai telangana.